Maybe my cynicism was toned down a little, but three years later and I still find myself to be a cynic. Only, I dont show it as much as I used to. I still have the same thoughts running through my head, the possibly very pessimistic thoughts, however they don't come rushing out of my mouth anymore. Not because I am less of a cynic than I was before, but I became so much of a cynic that I don't even want to bother saying those thoughts out loud. It's much easier to save myself the energy.

Thats the most I've ever said cynic in a while

Pushing my personal issues aside, I've been trying to be more active in DA again and reconnect with my fellow DAers.

I want to talk now, let my thoughts out and have them clash (or run aside) with other's thoughts.
I want to listen to what others have to say, how others feel and what they have to offer.

To whoever was reading my journal.. tell me what you have to say for today
talk about aaaaaanything you want